12/17

Monday was different took Isaiah to school. And then got Selah ready. Then we went on a mission. Oscar was there taking Jeremiah to school. And then we were off to take your sister 2 to work. The. We went to get an air mattress for Tiffiany. She missed you and it was a sigh that she should have be out her with the girls and father. Jeremiah was being bad you would have slapped him. I know ...

12/16/2012

I went To Ray house and slept til 11 and then went to eat and slept. After that I went to the tiffiany arrived stayed up til we hours talking.

12/14/12

Its me Jamie.. Last night was nice.. went to Target to get the kids some slippers.Its cold now.. finally and there is snow on the mountains. Exciting. Then Sister 2 brought a Elf on the Shelf. Funny .. he just sits there... and there a little story that  goes along with it. I was laughing. Tragedy happen at an elementary school and kids where killed and others. So sad. Praying for them. I heard back from the interview, They said to call back-in January to set up any interview with tha'ts a good thing. I am praying for positive thoughts Mommy. I really Miss you. Random thing happen today, I got an email from Women of  faith asking me to contact them.I was thinking a complete opposite and then they called me and said asked why I stopped going. I explained that was me and you our time to reconnect with one another and be together. (Daddy/Hubby/Father birthday tomorrow) I am trying to stay positive and its working I started working on a new bible study.
PRAYING still and keeping positive,, God Has a different path for me and I think I am trying to better myself  and find.

12/13/12

Its me Jamie. Isaiah performed last night. He is in Chores. he did so well. I was proud of him. he is really coming out of his shell. he reminds me of you alot laughs at random things. He song 5 songs. The other ones are at  the end of week or next week. The picture makes me miss you more. I Love you alot. and I hope all is well.

Your sister was at Sister 4 School..Shocking I know. I was amazed.So was sister and then your other sister called Tex-ted me.. She said she wanted in her life. Sister 3 said they should have been there from the be-gaining since you passed away it true. But they are selfish they always have been. Whats why you stayed away from them. You would-have thank after your mom passed that they would have came about but no. Its crazy. Then your father passed and they still stayed to them selves making everything about them. Then when  u left me and us its was still about them. thats why i choose my family and you.I happy with out it. You know. I always think that.

December 7,2012

Everything getting organized and straighten out. I been on a positive trail lately that's a good thing. I been really up and down. I had the flu for last week and two days this week. I feel a lot better.but I thought it was something else it was my negativity. Well i am back on the right track and ready for the change. I even been reading different books and moving toward the right path. I am sitting at your favorite place Starbucks  I am going to send Beth a H. card. I can't spell it today. Isaiah doing good in school. Still talks back but I am hoping he grows out of it. I hope so. (Sister 3) is trying hard to control her patience.

12/12/12

Its me .. I was behind sorry. Ususally I am no. But today was okay. I am just Keeping Positive for the family.When I am back in action then everything is balanced. Thats what I am worried for. I am used to being the supportive one and being here for you. But I am trying and thats the good thing, I know how you feel. I a very hopeful. My back just started hurting with the thinking  of the stress. I am being positive and hopeful. Love you More Miss you

12/11/12

Its me .. Yesterday was good. I think I went to an interview with a Solar Pannel company. I think it went really good. I left with a good feeling. Which to you is good. And to daddy was good. I was happy.Then Me and father went and checked on the house and what Reed has done. Ran into Bromby and CeCe. She is doing alot better and all your prayers came through.Sherry doing better from what I know. Which is good, I was worried but my prayer warriers were answers. I am happy she is alot better. Emma Back she went to stay with her and check on her.

Then the candle Light Visual went good. Its was about Pennies. I have your pennies. It was so good. Daughter 3 went She is pregnant Kid 5. Its not okay. Because I don't see her having more children being hard. I know Positivist, I am working on it.